you should've picked honesty, then you may not have blown it.

2009-09-04T00:34:00.002+08:00

Me the cartoon version.. cute? hahaha!

in camp now. i cant slp. i was rudely awakened by the duty officer. asking stuffs to make clear some stuff up. gah! kanasai. after a long time, i was the only duty spc today, and im glad everything ran smoothly as per normal. no pressure from the boss or anything. everybody's busy with the Army Open House @ Pasir Laba Camp.

i'll be on off tomorrow. i want to have a gathering with em boys. but none are free tmr. times have change now. everyone busy with their own things. some even gone just like that. but nevermind. :)

so whatelse? lia, i miss her. and i bet she's missing me too. poor girl, being the victim of my early morning grouchiness. sorry baby. hehe i didnt mean too. i love you ok? hahaha!

things have been good, and im lookin forward to jakarta! :)

2009-09-02T18:33:00.002+08:00

rotting at home now.
spent almost half a day on the computer. fixing it!
fuck.
keeps appearing the bluescreen! na bei.
had to cancel my plans because of it.

fuck it.

so yeah. i was youtubing and i came across this video. pixie lott. ha! she's gorgeous la. :)
sorry baby lia, i got carried away jap. so yeah.. :)

anyways. i will break-fast at home today. believe it or not, this is only the 2nd time. other than that, its always in camp or elsewhere. gah!

my room's in a mess. a total mess! mama nags all day because of that. im immuned.
so wish me good luck with the computer.. hope it doesnt shuts down by itself while im typing this.

2009-08-16T02:01:00.003+08:00

lia is my girlfriend for a reason.
i have every reason to trust her.
be it the good or the bad stuff people might say about her.
i'd accept it.
to you, who claimed yourself as lydia, i trust my girlfriend.
to me, you have certainly bad mouthed my girlfriend. big mistake.
to me, whatever you said were just lies.
lies that are uneccessary. lying because you envy the happiness lia has now.
wel 'girl', that's just too bad. so you can keep on trying. go ahead.

i strongly believe god is fair.
if my lia is cheating on me, god will show me the truth.
no matter how late, i will know it eventually.

so simple, 'lydia', ill greatly appreciate it if you leave us alone.
for you are definitely unwanted in our lives.

you mess with me, you mess with the wrong guy.

ps: lia baby, i trust you. never abuse or take advantage of this trust. you will know the consequences.

to everyone, good night!

2009-06-21T17:34:00.003+08:00

a normal saturday can just turn out to be a special one. i shall not elaborate. all i can say is that, i felt great! :)

usual hang out sessions with the other couple, yan n meow. met them in town where we spent sometime watching some event happening at heeren. we were lucky enough to bump into faz and girlfriend. been so long since i saw them! so later, it was like a reunion. bibik, dee and shahrul came over. :)) boomerz.

soon after me and lia had our time alone together. walking down town, from somerset to MS. along the way, taking pictures haha! and lia, was the model for the day. pictures will be uploaded soon.
so basicly, i was with the love all night. till i book in into camp today for duty. gah! i miss her now.

ps: i wanna thank you for the special night. ily, lia rahman.

2009-06-21T15:27:00.003+08:00

i love this boy. smells masam all the time. and his smile. oh so beautiful. meet sirhan muzaffar. my cousin. :)

i miss you adek!

2009-06-17T23:43:00.001+08:00

night duties certainly distant me from my younger sister. i miss her.

2009-06-17T23:03:00.003+08:00

finally i'm home. :) been like ages since i actually spend the night at home. most of my time are spent in camp.
so i came home and called the gf. teman her on her way back home. i couldnt send her home partly because i was tired and yeah i have something very important todo in the morning. my dad, pressurizing me to get a car license haha! and he's engrossed in looking for a family car. wow. how cool is that. so yeah, i gotta have the license soon. so i can the family car too, if he ever buy one.
was with the gf at east coast today. before that we were at tampines as she was craving for her ban mian. happy now baby?

as usual, photo taking was a must. and i actually proposed to lia! so yeah now, we're official. 160609. previously, i didnt know how we got together. but i am glad, i sealed it now. so lia rahman, you're mine now ok? haha!! :P

aniways, pardon me over the previous entry. i just cant stand those kinda ppl.

ps: i am the lover you never had.

oooooo, i got haters getting all mad.

2009-06-16T23:11:00.004+08:00

now look. if you're so bothered about me, come straight to me. dont whine like a bitch on a lady's profile and get jealous. ooo. ure just mad arent you? your lost, brother.maybe you should just learn to treat a lady right before even saying anything. ha! hey, wait dont you have your own girlfriend to take care of? haha! or is some other guy's looking after her for you. get a life, mat rempit.

seriously, you gotta stop. be a man and stop whining if you dont wanna get a dickslap.
capiche?

dumbfuck.

2009-06-16T13:42:00.003+08:00

do you know that you're annoyingly adorable?

i had a superb night. period!

my personal superstar.

2009-06-14T12:25:00.001+08:00

fun up north.

2009-06-14T02:04:00.006+08:00

i just got back home from a fun outing with the girlfriend. we were out at JB. reason being, for me, i'm sick of SG already. cant think of anything different todo in this tiny island. so yeah, away from orchard road and off to JB. my good friend hafiz has left for australia. do take care, bro.

today's theme is black and white. so we wore black and white. duh!
i fetched the girlfriend at yew tee and i remembered that i ever did complimented her on how hot she looked wearing a hair band. and she wore it today. lawa la matair aku! :)
next, i was being so 'slenger'. i realised that i left my atm card in camp. kanasai! so i had to dragged myself and the gf back to camp. sorry baby. hehe! lucky us, time was on our side. so did not really have to rush. hmmmm..

so yeah, we walked around city square and i was like so geram that i cant find a nice t shirt for myself. gah! until, the ever reliable FOS got somethin that struck my eye. wooohoo! and yeah. damn cheap. i like!

dinner at macs, cos Lia wanted to eat the AYAM GORENG MACD so much ahha! :) and when she got it, she was all engrossed consuming it, and sampai tak terlayan diri ini. :P
following that, we had ABC at a nearby coffeshop. and my babygirl got her cravings fulfilled. her ice kachang. da happy lom bb?

k, i shall not talk so much. once again, i have the girlfriend to thank for another outing filled with laughter and joy.

better rest now. i got soccer tmr. :)

on a serious note, i think i better check Lia, she has tummy trouble.
till then, bye.

ps: thank you for this joy and happiness. ily, Lia.

believe in me.

2009-06-12T20:15:00.000+08:00

L I A,
i just want you to know that my feelings for you are deeper each day.
i feel happy with you around in my life.
you start to make me wonder, how am i gonna get by w/o you around in my life.

i longed to see sincerity in a person, and i'm glad that i found it in you.
i craved for happiness, and i excited to have found it with you.
its just amazing that you suddenly appeared out of the blue,
now im im so in love with you, and girl, this love is true.

don't be afraid girl, oh pls dont be.
i aint that kinda you pictured me, you see.

believe in me.

lotsa love,
b a m b a m.

2009-06-12T19:10:00.005+08:00

it's amazing i that i'm in love with you.

i finally get to sit down and have some bonding session with the computer after a long night with my dudes and lia. quite interesting this one. we headed down to dbl o last night for some boogey woogey session. the plc was unamazingly packed with the m&M's as usual. soring my eyes throughout the night. hot like a sauna, the dancefloor was as i hardly got space to even move my hands and worst. sweating like we just finished running 2.4km. i'm just glad that i get to spend time with my dudes. on top of that, lia was exceptionally cute last night. very adorable indeed.

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well this morning, i was supposed to sent lia to raffles place. instead, i over slept. lucky thing, she wasnt mad at all. right b? hhehe! so yeah, i met her up anyways after she attend to some work stuff. had breakfast at marina macdonald's and yes,on a serious note, this stubborn girlfriend of mine looked so shagged. she did not slp. reason to it was that she cant sleep. babygirl, im worried sick about your sleeping disorders. pls go and something about it. or you want a knock out punch from your dearest bambam to make you fall aslp honey?

ok, i better get back to work. hmmm.

PS: i love you sweetheart. day & night.

just feel like doing the merlion.

2009-06-10T21:22:00.002+08:00

ive been feeling giddy for the past half hour. preparing myself to actually vomit. gosh. my stomach feels terrible. isit happening again? gastric flu. gah! i hope not. unfortunately i'm on duty now. yes. i know. again!

today, all went well at work. and i think by now, i dont owe the boss of anything. hmmm so i guess i can put my streesful mind at ease for a bit. so looking forward to tmr. of course meeting the girlfriend. and then with the dude to tear the dancefloor apart. the girlfriend now, is craving for chocolate muffin. now where can i get one that's super nice for this supernice irrinoying girlfriend. suggestions anyone. i have one in mind but i aint sure whether its nice tho. haha! :)

back to work, i seriously it's a redundant thingy for the MPs to stay in. gawd! we practically do nothing here other than being an advisory to those doing the night shifts. i can like spend my precious time at home with my family or doing some other fruitful stuffs. every duty is like a drag. we MP's can never sleep peacefully. always bound to have problems and we, i think the point to blame for every mistakes the night duty personnels did. grrr. i should stop whining. nothing's gonna change.

fuck it. i just cant wait till i end duty!

ps: you love's taste so sweet, i'm gettin cavities.

she brings me the joy that i craved for.

2009-06-10T01:22:00.001+08:00

i have an irrinoying girlfriend,

and i love her!

off day.

2009-06-09T23:37:00.000+08:00

well spent at home. i got my nap after i got back from work. shiok.

met the girlfriend for some chillaxing session at her sis's place. watch a couple of movies. the uninvited and jangan tegor. honestly i was trying my best to stay awake for jgn tegor. haha! and as i was about to fall aslp, lia turned on anugerah on suria. her sister was makin fun of the contestants and also, the host with the disturbing tie. my gawd! haha! had a good laugh and yeah.

and yes, the girlfriend finally got her ice kachang. :) you should see her face all engrossed with the dessert. so fascinating.

that sums up the day. and we took a lovely walk down to central @ clarke quay before we parted ways.

ps: ily.

so cranky that i crank that superman!

2009-06-08T23:17:00.005+08:00

monday blues. fuck i hate it. i feel cranky all day. seriously disturbing. the slightest things can annoy me. gah! like usual i was late for work. all myself to blame. the gf woke me up at 5am. and i was being such a lazy bum, went back to slp. dragged on till around 10? fuck! colleagues were mad at me. and yeah. i was mad by the fact that i'm so irresponsible at times. sorry guys. seriously this gotta stop. darn!

so what's new. i'm on duty again. dead boring here. i can die of boredom. am thankful enough i have this computer to actually direct attention. other than that, my caring, irrinoying babygirl will keep me company. :))

suddenly i miss my family, my bed, and my house. gah!
should spend more time there..

and yes! i shall do just that cause i'm on off tmr!

ps: bb! cepat call me!! kk joking. :)

'i'm good all by myself. but baby, you make me better.' -neyo.

weekends with friends and of cos, L I A!

2009-06-06T21:45:00.000+08:00

so the plan for today was a last minute one. SENTOSA. woohoo! so i met the gf at around 1? its been a long time since i actually spend time at sentosa for tanning. the weather was superb, sun shining brightly and yes, its was definitely a motivation for us both to have fun at the beach.

Lia was being irrinoying! haha! she attempted to pluck the hairs on my legs. wth. and she was also pretendin to be some hot mermaid. (oops sorry, baby).

her favourite pic of the day. :)

the girlfriend.

and after spending quality time at vivo, we headed to town to meet my dudes!

so a saturday well spent.

ps: ily L I A.

and again i stay up to keep this place safe.

2009-06-06T00:20:00.002+08:00

what's new? its a friday and i'm still in camp. gah!
duties.

i'm very cranky today. i only managed to have 2 hours of sleep. reached camp at 0430hrs. after dancing session with my two big sisters! been a a month since we met, and yeah yesterday we headed to zirca. atmosphere of the place wasnt really what i expected. the songs weren't happenin at all. maybe we went on the wrong day la ehk. but still i had all the space to myself to dance. No m&ms for sure. :)

so nxt partying session will be on the 11th. hopefully my dudes will be able to make it. really miss em guys.yan, fiz, fir. haha!

so yeah, lia's back in SG. the fun begins, again. :)

the truth

2009-06-04T16:09:00.002+08:00

that's it!

i have to admit.

I MISS NUR SOLEHA BINTE ABDUL RAHMAN!!

baby take it to the floor!

2009-06-03T22:41:00.004+08:00

So it was my first time meetink lia's friends last thursday. and yeah, they were friendly enough not to make me feel awkward. i had a great time laughin too! thanks a bunch. :) Party! Party! Party!

THIS AJIN. AND SHE IS MY NEW SWINE FRIEND. :)

this girl was so tipsy and thus, she start to spout nonsense and became naive. haha!

she actually believe that i live in admiralty. haha! one funny girl.

B A M N L I A

Finally, two good old friends rock da joint.

Like im so tembam here.

baby turn around and let me see your sexy body go, BUMP! BUMP! BUMP!

2009-06-03T21:26:00.002+08:00

currently listening to my all time favourite, B2K.
yeah i know, it's been a long time.
this came about when i was cleaning up the mess in my room and i found b2k's classic album.
its PANDEMONIUM.
i like. i like. :)

i'm supposed to be on off today cos, i had 24hrs of duty last night. BUT, i decided to stay on till 6pm. am keeping my off day for later use. it will really come in handy. haha!
the guardhouse, was ever chaotic. with crazy RPs running around like a bunch of monkeys and also the MPs, like me being lazy bums. i wasnt feelin all motivated for work today. partly because of the pressure from the 'Boss'. haha! well thats werk eyy?

so headed home straight after work. nowhere else to go. gawd! i'm broke. haha! the very main reason of headin straight home. my pockets all dried up. haha! so basicly i cant do anything this weekend. perhaps stay home? pathetic. i know. but what am i to do . :)
am so lookin forward on the 10th. KA-CHING DAY! $$$
with so many things to buy in mind, haha i gotta control these temptations. NO! NO! perhaps i need a financial advisor. to keep my money in control so i can survive the month.

before i end this, can i ask something?
can i like not go to work tmr?
lessons to teach. what a chore.
wasting time!!

ps: do come back soon. i need your kecoh-ness.

oh yeah, i'm enjoying ben and jerry's!!
yaaaahhoooo!

duty la! knnbccb!

2009-06-02T19:44:00.004+08:00

on duty. how sucky is that. gah!
the weather is a killer today and i'm having headaches throughout the day. been hydrating myself with ice cold water and i find myself going to the loo approximately 9 times? gawd! thats how hot the weather is. the moment i stepped outta the office, i can feel the heat right through my body. oh what's happenin. haha!

been txting lia the whole day. she seems excited bout her trip to KL. haha! kene tinggal lagi aku. mangkok. and there's noone to teman me on duty tonight. alamak. confirm draggy. :) so lia, haf fun with the fam in KL alrite. :)

hungry la! the camp's food is really never looked appetizing. from the way it looks, i cant even imagine putting it into my mouth. hahaha! :) sorry la, but its the truth ya know.

well i dont have anything else to say. just that i hope things will get better for me in a certain aspect. i just hope not to be, again, another passer-by. perhaps i should just have faith in this one.

2009-06-02T10:15:00.001+08:00

good morning to all the wonderful people! :)

2009-06-01T01:03:00.001+08:00

fun filled morning with lia. :) (sat)

2009-06-01T00:35:00.000+08:00

plain boredom!!

slacking sunday

2009-05-31T23:55:00.003+08:00

ok people. i know it's hard to believe la eyy. ive been such a good boy today. i was home all day, until the moment my mama and papa actually asked me out. to where idk.

okay, they decided. off to tampines, supposedly for ice kachang. unfortunately, they cant find the nicest ice kachang around. so in the end, a simple dinner just the three of us at food culture. haha! mama was shock i had 2 plates of chicken rice. she said, 'kau ni makan macam 2 tahun tak makan.' i just smiled and happily ate my dinner like how a good boy does.

arr.. my fav part has come. wondow shoppin. GSS tempting me like fcuk! haha! im broke now, all i can do is look. LOOK! BUT, i managed to get myself a top from uniqlo after psychoing mama with my sad face. :) thankiu mama! i love you! :)

so yeah, we head home soon. and i went home a happy boy. :)

hello again.

2009-05-31T22:44:00.001+08:00

a very warm welcome back b a m b a m into the blogging world. :) its like ages since i last had a blog, and that particular blog is still on the world wide web somewhere. haha! okay, this will one of my sidetracks so as to keep myself busy and its kinda healthy to have a blog. so hopefully i will be diligent enough to update this space haha! :) thanks to saniyah, for getting me started again. helping me out with a simple layout. ha! :)

hello

2009-05-31T22:35:00.001+08:00